Leander,
Welcome to your new life.
I've been da'd for a several months and the freedom is so good. There are moments of sadness at the loss of certain friends and beliefs, but I know in my heart that I could never return to that. It's been so good to be free of all the negativity. A breath of fresh air, a new awakening.
I know some of the emotions you're going through and am sending positive vibes your way!
Anne